Reverse Factors . Reasons of Why.

This morning I woke up earlier. It's first day of BACK TO SCHOOL day. The traffic must be so cramped. Rushing on a bathe, picking up a simple attire... waving to the sleeping Babe (she's resigned and still waiting to report duty at new workplace)... locking up the door and went down. It's freezy morning. Everyone is so busy. Kids with school's uniform, parents calming down their kids... still those working people are all rushing to go to the office earlier (incase there would be jammed).

Dammit! Still TOO early. I walked thru the same path, every morning, everyday. And today, something popped-up in my mind. I smiled, thinking of the reasons of why such 'hot news' liked heard on media recently happened. Why? It is just, Scandalism and the rules...

Kenapa mesti scandal walaupun dah berfamili? Tooooo many perspective of opinions could be shared. But what is in my mind was just about 2 things.....

2. The GUY : It's the nature of a guy's life. Eventho he got everything with his current family... but life without scandals is more alike sooooo dull. Ahaks. Bercakap dari pengalaman. Apetah lagi those still at 'coupling stage'. New thing I just noticed is that, Guys love to keep in touch with his OLD GULRFRENS. Aite? Mesti lelaki akan kate tak.... but the FACT, it is!

So secara tak langsung these guys will approach any possible women of their taste. Kalau yang poket berisi chantek... lagi cepatlah dapat, kan?! Kalau yang ada rupa, gaya... jaja saje apa-apa yang ada.

but the most important reason comes from 1. the WOMEN.
Why do I say so? Because women are somehow stupid. The knew it from the beginning. The could simply resist the possibilities to happen. They could simply say NO, times and times. But that isn't the nature of women. It is damn hard to say No for them. Even sometimes, they are actually mastering the plan of killing themselves by tighten the scandal~!

Ahahahaha... tepuklah dada, tanya diri aku sendiri jugak~! I did this before, times! It is hard to refuse the blooming feelings deeeepp inside the heart. Mulalah, nak kacau couple sana, kacau couple sini... tapi paling aku tak boleh terima is how could women interrupt into a rumahtangga yang bahagia? Sanggup kan? Kadang-kadang, siap berkawan... berkenalan. This happened to few of my colleagues. Tak terkata aku kalau terjadi pada diri sendiri... both pemangsa and si mangsa....

But why it is actually happened? There is always reasons for the reasons stated.
Simple... why WOMEN do this ?

5. for fun - girls just wanna have fun, most of the time
4. paying revenge for the past love failure
3. the guy's experiences - an attraction
2. desire - for money, at first then only come the rest
1. DESPERATION - no argument on this!

Senangkan? Sebab tu lah.... people do such thing named SCANDAL.

Apa yang aku meraban kan?! Entahlah.... apa aku fikir, itu aku tulis. Apa aku tulis, itulah yang aku fikir.
Bila fikir, tulis. Bila tulis, fikir. Ngeee.....

New. Listing. Dreams. And Goals.

1. For things to change, I must change.
2. For life to be worth it, I must appreciate it more.
3. For life to be blessed, I must perform my overdue-MUSLIMAH’s tasks.
4. For family to be shined happily, I must be moral.
5. To be moral, do more YOGA.
6. For money to be well-produced, I must work harder.
7. To work harder, I must be well-disciplined.
8. Be the Lady of Principle, this year. A MUST DO!
9. Once commit, obey the orders.
10. Once ordered, don’t find excuses.
11. No exceptions for accidentally hurt other’s feeling.
12. For that one, keep your brain think rationally.
13. Keep yourself starving. As it keeps body fits, and also MONEY.
14. Exercise to keep slim. Do DANCE whenever possible.
15. Organize monthly income. Keep transaction slips and receipts.
16. Given an ORGANIZER. Make full use of that one.
17. Make full use of self-abilities. It turns life better.
18. For everything to be in-lined, seek for the best and the truth.
19. Hold to what I do believe. Keep alarmed.
20. READ this list everyday, over and over, times and times.

Knocking 2008... Painting On A New Diary...

It's 2008.
It's the new diary entry.
It is another opportunity to knock my heart,
proving the NEW me.

Azam baru? Niat baru?
Memperbaharui yang lama,
memupuk yang baru tersedia...
Mengorak langkah menuju matlamat kehidupan.

Seeking for the truth...
Seeking ways to be a better person....
Creating my own dreams with my own style,
still to prove myself, old and new me.

Minit berlalu, jam terus berputar, masa tetap beredar,
Aku perlu ubah caraku....
Aku perlu lebih menghargai masaku....
Aku harus lebih bijak menitip titian hidupku....
Pilihan selalunya di tanganku...
dan aku tahu baik buruknya, sentiasa tahu.

When I'm wanted things to change,
I have to change.
When I want people to change,
I first must change.
There's nothing change, when I am no changing.

Kerana aku, manusia... hambaNya,
yang harus sentiasa perlu berubah.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 2008