Tulah... orang dah kata jangan bercinta ngan dia. Nak gak! Sekarang?
Sekarang... aku lah yang terseksa batin. Adeh.... bukanlah terlalu terseksa. Tapi ada waktunya aku terasa terseksa. Kelmarin, aku confess kat Yati. Ofismet aku. Bukan apa, sebab aku nak dia tego aku if happen liked... anything happen. Or kalau jadik perang apa-apa, derang ade reason bleh bungkus file angkut bawak balik rumah. That's quoting Yatie's first thinking....chets! Nauzubillah.... aku tataulah kenapa. Tapi aku cuak gak kenkadang. Pikir-pikir, sian ke GF dia sebab aku semak-semak. I janji Gurl! I will end this up as soon as I could... if only I could. Aku susah nak tolak cinta dia... kenapa? Aku rasa aku tau kenapa. I keep on thinking everyday why, and why. How and why can this possible happen in my life. And I got the answer. One of the big reason is... this love has developed as a silent feeling that finally burst out after months. Another reason, is because he popped up liked on time. When I feel liked I need someone to fulfill all this emptiness in my heart. Shutttt! Apekah aku ne?! Tapi dok refused pun tak guna... Ntah! Aku memang dah hooked up ngan dia. Cuma yang aku nak bagitau kat sini.....
How painful it is, when U are to SMS him good nite, yet YOU CAN'T!
How hurtful it is, when U feel liked hugging him everytime U see him, yet U CAN'T.
How suffering it is, when U wanna have him walking by ur side, yet HE CAN'T.
...when he promised to present U something, but U have to buy it on your own.. because HE CAN'T.
...when he wanted to warmth ur heart, but all he could do is staring at you and let you know, how much he loves U....
cause every single thing U or HIM wish to do... U BOTH CAN'T!!!
So my advice to everyone out there.... there is nothing sweeter than having your loved one, 100% yours.
When you get to share your HIM with someone else, no matter you're the first one, or the second one... I bet, you'll suffer!
The best part being the 1st one.... you got all his time and attention.
The only sweetest thing being the 2nd one... you got all his heart in almost a whole bunch.
What left when you're the 3rd, 4th... ?? You will be no one more than a mistress.
Whom'll be lucky in this story??
MEN!
Am thinking of being a bit naughty.... can I?
If I can't buy his time, could I make it this way....?
I'll request for the cost of his time? Ahaks..... shall that be better for me?
In fact... that's what most of the non-1st lovers had for this circle of love stories.
Luxury in life.
May I get it?
May I...? Please....... may I????????????????
Tapi orang kata, kalau dah dapat the so-called luxury in life, means you have to pay him 'that something'. Hurms... this is why I'll keep myself suffering! I will let no reason for him to have 'that'. It's RESRICTED & RESERVED for Hubby only. A well protected R&R centre. Hahahahha... dahlah. Kang Sara baca, dia tak caya plak aku still virgin. Haa tu Ampa pun baru bangun. Keja pagi tapi lambat bangun. Orang bercinta... jiwo sokmo! Tapi eloklah.... bukan Ampa je bercinta. Sara pun juge >:) Awez? Itu exceptional case... abnormal! Cuma yanga ku harap.. adik-adik aku bijak dari aku. Kalau tak bijak sangat pun, seek for advices. Bukan nak kata aku ne banyak sangat experiences in 'love stories'. In fact, most of my stories are labelled as FAILURE. And caused by those failure la... aku berhati-hati untuk berkongsi jiwa dengan insan bernama Sang Pecinta ini.
Pagi-pagi dah karut pasal cinta. Aku nak tulih blog ne semalam... tapi tuan laptop ne sebok menggodeh citer 'seseorang'. So aku terpaksa laa tedo bersama cerita-cerita aku... dan akhirnya bangun Sesubuh buta dan menaip di bloggie. Harapan aku, bloggie tak ngantok ngan citer aku. Sebab... Sara dah tumbang lepas baca buku. Ade ke pepagi baca buku? Saje carik alasan nak tedo lagik laa tu....dan aku pun macam nak on the way. Arine, kalau tak hujan... I will bring Sara to Sogo... buy her some new attire for her duty at Autokeen. Till then....
Darling.... how could I whisper to you... how much do I miss you!
Sekarang... aku lah yang terseksa batin. Adeh.... bukanlah terlalu terseksa. Tapi ada waktunya aku terasa terseksa. Kelmarin, aku confess kat Yati. Ofismet aku. Bukan apa, sebab aku nak dia tego aku if happen liked... anything happen. Or kalau jadik perang apa-apa, derang ade reason bleh bungkus file angkut bawak balik rumah. That's quoting Yatie's first thinking....chets! Nauzubillah.... aku tataulah kenapa. Tapi aku cuak gak kenkadang. Pikir-pikir, sian ke GF dia sebab aku semak-semak. I janji Gurl! I will end this up as soon as I could... if only I could. Aku susah nak tolak cinta dia... kenapa? Aku rasa aku tau kenapa. I keep on thinking everyday why, and why. How and why can this possible happen in my life. And I got the answer. One of the big reason is... this love has developed as a silent feeling that finally burst out after months. Another reason, is because he popped up liked on time. When I feel liked I need someone to fulfill all this emptiness in my heart. Shutttt! Apekah aku ne?! Tapi dok refused pun tak guna... Ntah! Aku memang dah hooked up ngan dia. Cuma yang aku nak bagitau kat sini.....
How painful it is, when U are to SMS him good nite, yet YOU CAN'T!
How hurtful it is, when U feel liked hugging him everytime U see him, yet U CAN'T.
How suffering it is, when U wanna have him walking by ur side, yet HE CAN'T.
...when he promised to present U something, but U have to buy it on your own.. because HE CAN'T.
...when he wanted to warmth ur heart, but all he could do is staring at you and let you know, how much he loves U....
cause every single thing U or HIM wish to do... U BOTH CAN'T!!!
So my advice to everyone out there.... there is nothing sweeter than having your loved one, 100% yours.
When you get to share your HIM with someone else, no matter you're the first one, or the second one... I bet, you'll suffer!
The best part being the 1st one.... you got all his time and attention.
The only sweetest thing being the 2nd one... you got all his heart in almost a whole bunch.
What left when you're the 3rd, 4th... ?? You will be no one more than a mistress.
Whom'll be lucky in this story??
MEN!
Am thinking of being a bit naughty.... can I?
If I can't buy his time, could I make it this way....?
I'll request for the cost of his time? Ahaks..... shall that be better for me?
In fact... that's what most of the non-1st lovers had for this circle of love stories.
Luxury in life.
May I get it?
May I...? Please....... may I????????????????
Tapi orang kata, kalau dah dapat the so-called luxury in life, means you have to pay him 'that something'. Hurms... this is why I'll keep myself suffering! I will let no reason for him to have 'that'. It's RESRICTED & RESERVED for Hubby only. A well protected R&R centre. Hahahahha... dahlah. Kang Sara baca, dia tak caya plak aku still virgin. Haa tu Ampa pun baru bangun. Keja pagi tapi lambat bangun. Orang bercinta... jiwo sokmo! Tapi eloklah.... bukan Ampa je bercinta. Sara pun juge >:) Awez? Itu exceptional case... abnormal! Cuma yanga ku harap.. adik-adik aku bijak dari aku. Kalau tak bijak sangat pun, seek for advices. Bukan nak kata aku ne banyak sangat experiences in 'love stories'. In fact, most of my stories are labelled as FAILURE. And caused by those failure la... aku berhati-hati untuk berkongsi jiwa dengan insan bernama Sang Pecinta ini.
Pagi-pagi dah karut pasal cinta. Aku nak tulih blog ne semalam... tapi tuan laptop ne sebok menggodeh citer 'seseorang'. So aku terpaksa laa tedo bersama cerita-cerita aku... dan akhirnya bangun Sesubuh buta dan menaip di bloggie. Harapan aku, bloggie tak ngantok ngan citer aku. Sebab... Sara dah tumbang lepas baca buku. Ade ke pepagi baca buku? Saje carik alasan nak tedo lagik laa tu....dan aku pun macam nak on the way. Arine, kalau tak hujan... I will bring Sara to Sogo... buy her some new attire for her duty at Autokeen. Till then....
Darling.... how could I whisper to you... how much do I miss you!
1 Paint Spots:
hehehe.. hsaring never be caring rite?
babe, wat if..u kantoi. she suddenly read ur blog. cuak tak? haha.saje2 je takutkan u.
fren, u r toooo close with her. i takut sgt,things get worst. kantoi ke..so,end it while haf a chance.
dont wait to late syg. if that happen,u're really in trouble. u cant save urself anymore. so do i.
i know it's hard..but,as u said lah,this relationship mmg tadek future. so? wat's u waiting for
u pernah nasihatkan adik u,u bagi die mase utk clash ngan awek die(tunang org)..so,can i do the same to u?hehehe. i just concern n care bout u. tp,kalu u rase tak ske. takpe,i'll stay out of this.
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