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It's already been the 3rd day. Which means, I've been 'travelling' Selayang-Maluri for 3 days already??? And, I still have 27 days more to go. Oh.... it isso tiring. But considering Mama in the pics, staying alone at home especially at nite... oh no, speaking of Mama, I need to check on her in the room. BRB. Okay, back to the topic. Actually this is an adhoc decision. I hinted Babe on staying in Selayang for about a week. I changed my mind after unplan visiting Mama last Friday night. If she could sacrifice alot during my growing ages, why can't I? She is not sick. She's doing wel.. But keeping her accompany, is my responsibilities. Hoping for the brothers.... hopeless! Whatever it is, I've adjusted my working hours to 5.30 till 8.15p.m. Keluar rumah gelap, balik pun gelap!

But no bother lah. Sayang is always there for me at times as scheduled. Ahahaha. I believed am almost totally in loved with him. Gotch! But losing him, is the most scariest dream I could ever think about. Although I do naughty, but am too layal to him. I hope, I pray, I beg to Allah swt. Tolonglah jodohkan aku dengan dia, selamanya dunia dan akhirat. The faster I run out from his circle of love, the more horrible OUR life will be. The 'J' sickness is half of me, nowadays. Whom did ever say.... SHARING IS CARING??? No. Not at all. Sharing is killing. Sharing is depresssing. Sharing is bad dream!

I met this one guy, so called 17. We met at a not-so-good place. So I don't expect him to be so-good. Am not betraying Sayang. I just looked for a friend during the loneliness moments. What more, he's the one whom approached me at first place. My group of friends are not very commoners. This 17, he's a bodyguard to a somebody. I never ask which Dato' he works for. But I believed, the Dato' loves his Datin very much. If not, how could he assigned the 17 and another man to protect the wife? Walawei! How I wish to be the one.

I talked to the S&M of Institut Generasi. I formerly read their ads on Metro an attracted with the courses, offered. Short courses, in correection. After appointment, by apointment had been cancelled, I finally got the brouchers through faxes. It wasn't so costly as what I tot it would be. Maybe, am too used to the Money-Making-University tuition fee and ntah-aper-aper charges! After having short discussion woth Boss, and get some moral support from Sayang, plus berkat from Mama... I finally decided to sign up in this short course. 6-months. Atleast this will put me in BUSY hours during weekends. Better than meroyaning on weekends, waiting for call from Sayang!

I also hitted few jobs offer. Just to name afew plan to fulfill my time. So I get to talk to this 2 guys. 1 is a Chinese guy, whose doing online business. The job is quite fun. And the info will travel me to many interesting places in the world, thorugh web browsing only. Nice huh?! Another job, is offered by Uncle Ishak. He called from KOBENA. Which am taking serious on working with them. I might be busy. But I will try my best to find some extra income with intentions to help my parents, and help myself and start doing saving. Sayang asked me to either re-activate my CIMB account or open a new one, and start saving money from now on. Hurms... as long as he'll top up some... am happy to do so. Oppps... don't mis-interpret me. This money isn't for fun, jolly purposes okeh. This is for OUR future. He said so... not me :D

I've struggling with black days last month. I washed my hands to start with normal routines. Luckily I found better ways to survive. But the black days won't be forgotten. It still counts on in my calendar. Huahuahua. Whatever it is, the clock has reached 12.29midnite. I have not touch anything from my office works that I bring home. Kuakuakua.... really serious hours to work a whole-long day tomorrow. My eyes are still okay, if I am to start working. But I bet, I'll be worst in the office tomorrow. So, better ti leave the lappie now.

Am going back to Ampang this Friday. Hope to date with Sayang, after office hours. Then meeting Uncle Kobena on Saturday morning, that I hope he's free for me that hours. Then going to Kajang for kenduri arwah Atok Ani, the 100th days. Al Fatihah. Then, enjoying the scenery of Earth Hour at Bukit Saga, as planned with Pahzai & Nita. Hope Babe will be joining us, too. Then, get back to Selayang and.... have the same routines again.





I haven't talked about Ayah. Am kinda missing him. Hopefully he is doing well with his ibadat & focuses on upgrading his iman. Love U, Ayah.

Regards.