No refusal!

I shall have posted this earlier. But it stucked again, and after again. So, since I've opened up the subject, I just continued with watever it left in my minds.

Recently, my life changed alot. Many things happened without me ever planning it to happen so, at this age of quarter decade. With the appearance of CKC. With the 'new world' introduced by Arms. With the bad habit am addicted to. With everything is liked kicking here and there in my head. Am liked losing my right track to be on. Liked everything, and everyone has no right path to stick on to. All because of... there is no refusal in my life.

We've gone too far. I believed we do. Babe regretted for what she did. I do, also. But what goes round, comes around. Am not very sure of what is happening, in actual. I love the 'new world'. But I know, it hurts CKC very much. I love the 'new world'. But it puts me in danger. Am I too old for all these things? No refusal to any statements, above stated.

No refusal. Never refuse. Very hard to say no. Bad things. Good things. I put myself into it with NO REFUSAL.