another big day in my life. am making a decision to gamble. yesterday, Boss didn't say a word to me since was back to work. he must be so mad since i was on leave for days last week. but what to do?? i can't even stand the coldness... how should i pretend i could? men never understand the suffer! late in the evening, iw as questioned by steve regarding my leave and medical claiming. i know this gonna be an issue! he never believe that i was only claimed for rm40 since working here on my medical cost. and this time, i double claim the cost... actually it wasn;t my purposes. i just attached the bills, as an approved that i was really sick. but when it came out like a big issue... i started to felt restless.
he's finding points! recently, he kept on finger-pointing at me. all i did was wrong. all i said were not to be believed. i just know to ulat-ulat. i don't do work with my heart. i 'kept' his work pending. further more... the list goes...........
manager said, boss told him once "i don't actually need you people. if i have to work on my own, all alone... the business still be good." okay! u said so. now, am writing out my resignation letter. mama doesn't have any idea about this. i only told kak muzam. she kept on consoling me, to reconsider. i've been thinking too long, i guess. since the moment i first tendered my resignation, back in October 2008. already 6 months away!!! i've stayed longer than promises. and he got the manpower, whom already well-trained. only need a lil more intensive practises will serve them better in performances. apa aku tulis...? malas nak edit.
so, am printing the letter. i am already 79% to finalization. this time, i know i'll be gamble in a big amount. but before things get worst, and my wound goes deeper... i better back-off. rite???
he's finding points! recently, he kept on finger-pointing at me. all i did was wrong. all i said were not to be believed. i just know to ulat-ulat. i don't do work with my heart. i 'kept' his work pending. further more... the list goes...........
manager said, boss told him once "i don't actually need you people. if i have to work on my own, all alone... the business still be good." okay! u said so. now, am writing out my resignation letter. mama doesn't have any idea about this. i only told kak muzam. she kept on consoling me, to reconsider. i've been thinking too long, i guess. since the moment i first tendered my resignation, back in October 2008. already 6 months away!!! i've stayed longer than promises. and he got the manpower, whom already well-trained. only need a lil more intensive practises will serve them better in performances. apa aku tulis...? malas nak edit.
so, am printing the letter. i am already 79% to finalization. this time, i know i'll be gamble in a big amount. but before things get worst, and my wound goes deeper... i better back-off. rite???
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