s h o r t a g e

i don't really have many to share. but i still have some things to share.

why SHORTAGE?

idea. energy. hard work. enjoyment. love. attention. money.

but the most...

i am poorly in a shortage of IMAN, AKAL & LOGIKA.

thanks to a friend who reminded me by writing in words.... easier to be understood.
thanks to another friend who supported the top friend's view in this matter.

sayang asked me a favor last night, "please keep him in touch at all time, in whatever am i doing afterward."

i asked myself, and asked for eta's opinion. maybe he.. and she was right.

"am running away from sayang."

maybe it was not really putting him aside... i am just trying to find my own self BACK, again. avoiding the sins between us. making up a HEALTHY relationship. i wish i could. with some prayers from friends and family,

I do BELIEVE i could! I do! I do!