Am Homed!!!

I arrived home around 10mins to 6 o'clock. Mama was cooking breakfast, while Sara is ready to office. The bus departed from Kota Bharu at about 9.30p.m. Stopping by 2 other stations before straight away to Greenwood. Alhamdulillah,.. I had a safe long journey.

We took the Mahligai Ekspress at Hentian Putra. After years... then only I met Gie & Pieja once again. My old classmates while we were in Kuatagh. Pieja came with Aro, accompanying her. Wow! I sat with Asma, and as usual.. the moment it left the station, I've already fell asleep. The bus had a break hour at Kuala Lipis. We then continued the journey to Kota Bharu, and we reached the destination at 4o'clock.Aiseh, hotel tak bleh check-in lagi, full. How? So lucky and thankful to Raw, whom picked us up to his house. I don''t remember the housing area name :D We scatterred in a room till Subuh. Awakened by the phone alarm, we were served with morning breakfast. Homemade, delicious cekodok pisang and nasik berlauk. Maybe we were too hungry... or the day was late already the moment we had breakfast... or maybe becoz it was after bathing.... but the fact is, we cleaned up everything served on the table. Shame girls!!!! Apih Mede arrived earlier than expected. Finally, we got the chance by being treated from him.... Thanks a bunch to Raw and the gorgeous family.

Day 26th January.
Early at 10.30a.m, we were departed from Raw's house to ronda-ronda Kota Bharu in day time. First mission, to find bus tickets to go back KL. For Asma, she needed the soonest by the next day. We stopped at few stations, where Asma couldn't get hers. We managed to buy the E-Budaya tickets for 3. Surprisingly, I was offered with the membership card, where I managed to get discounted price. Nice huh! Even pure Kelantanese besides me, buying the same bus tickets had also never knew about the card!!!! Wow! Is she welcoming me to come over and over again? Ahaks..... Asma then decided to get the AirAsia flight ticket by calling her sister for help. Pasrah! Apih decided to straight away to Bachok since we were not able to check-in to any rooms from few hotels. Nati.. aku takuk jem... kite gerok lor ni laa... bulih? With his pure Kelantanese dialect, I just signed him for OK! So we went straight away to Pantai Senok. Luckily, we got chances to drop by at Azahari's family house. And luckier, we managed to see Suria Hazlynn, whom in 8months pregnancy. Changing attires to kenduri look, and put some make ups on, we left the house after about an hour resting there. Reaching Sere's house was happier. The bride was still in day-used shirt. Gotchh.... Sere is really put on weight! We had our lunch with nasi putih, gulai kawah and acar with some sambal belacan... The blowing wind, the beach sands.... Akirnya, aku sampai jugok ke Pantai Senok yang selalu jadik cerita zaman skolah-skolah dulu. The wedding was very sempoi. Tinie, the bridegroom arrived at 3p.m. Quite late. But guests were getting crowded. Even some of them did picnicking under the coconut trees, seating on the ground, enjoying their meals. Kewl!!! Kalau KL, jangan mimpi laa ada orang nak buat macam ni. There's quite numbers of Kuatagh colleagues whom did showing up on the wedding. Azahari & Suria, Solehin & Midah, Raw, Alok, Ariyana & fren, WMFazrul, Hanif, Munzir... who else?? Sorry to those I may have forgotten.. maybe we were not meet up there, so I somehow, forgotten U :p We did taking some snap shots; but most of it from different cameras. Right after, we went back with Raw drove Apih's car. Apih was going to his next campaign, another fren's wedding.

We checked-in late at 4p.m. at Temenggong Hotel, Kota Bharu. The most strategic hotel, so far I think. It takes only 5minutes walking to Pasar Siti Khadijah, and 10 minutes from the bus station ad midtown. So, easier for us to mobile around. Getting some rest before having dinner with Peanut & her hubby. She's damn gorgeous sexy!!! Her body... nyummmy! We had dinner at the back of Ridel Hotel, along the Kelantan Riverside. The newly married couple was afterwards took us to Wakaf Che Yeh... another night shopping heaven. Kelantan... the outfits sold there were almost the same look. I wished to had some great immitate branded stuffs.. but I think those things are sold at Rantau Panjang. Very disappointing!


Day 27th January.
We woke up early morning for Subuh. And we got to sleep until it almost noon. Going out and find breakfast. Then only we started our crazy shopping sessions from door to door at the Pasar Siti khadijah, then to MPKB, then to Pasar Lama. Wahlaweiii... It's very tiring to spend your money without really know what are you spending it for. I bought sonme souvenirs for everyone at home. Not really everyone la... every GIRLS in the house. Pieja did spent alot. Aku nak let go kat family, orang-orang yang berkenaan. Asma also bought quite pairs of kain pasang... Karang kalau aku beli untuk aku je, diorang sebok nak berebut! Gie shopped few blouses for herself. It took us till late evening where we have to get back to hotel for letting Asma to do her packing. Thanks to Gie's family whom willingly drive us to send Asma at Pengkalan Chepa's Airport.






At night, we had a walked at the Bazaria Larut Malam, Kota Bharu Uptown!!! Don't believe me??? See this >>>>>>> It is almost to Downtown in KL. Ahaks... so fun. Then, we had our another nasik eating session at Medan Makan nearby. Delicious foods are sold there with varities of choices! I ate alot!!! There was also akok, cek mek molek, jala emas, tahi itik, bunga tanjung.... which are very-very sweet!!! We only bought Nasik Kerabu which is very banyak and cheap! Kenyang makan tak sudah sampai balik KL nih! But we really enjoyed the meal. Eating at hotel while watching TV in air-conditioning... then got into blanket and fell asleep! Ahhahahah perfect to gain weight! Really crazy!





Day 28th January.
Last day before going back to KL. Really early in the morning, Pieja woke up and started to packed her stuffs. The plastic noise finally awakened me and Gie and I took bath for morning breakfast. Since we are checking-out at noon, and Pieja still got long list to shop, so we reached Pasar Lama earlier then the sellers. Hahahahaha... funny eih! Almost Zuhur, we reached hotel and packed out. Waiting for Pieja finishing her shopping already put us 3 times getting calls from the desk officer asking when to check-out. Cieesiie... Finally we settled the pay and started mingling around with our big bags. Where to then? The bus will only depart at 9.30p.m. Now, it's only 2.30p.m. How? We walked to Pusat Kraftangan since I was looking for batik fan for Melati. Then we had lunch masakan panas at Pasar. After long while, we moved to KB Mall, next to the bus station. Luckily there's one pakcik driving van sapu drove us there. I gave him RM10 as a token.

Reaching in the mall.... nothing different from KL stuffs, so we decided to lepak at Surau. We were sent to surau that is less congested than the mall's. So we rest there till after Maghrib. Then, had dinner meal at A&W. The 3seaters E-Budaya bus is so comfortable for long journey. The aircond was under well-controlled, the driver was calmly drove us to KL. We arrived KL safely, alhamdulillah. Pieja & Gie was picked up by Aro. Ayah took me home. And now, am getting some rest before my next trip to Kuantan tomorrow afternoon for Family Days- Out.

Hurms... so sleepy that I need to rest my eyes. And my stomach before Subuh. Catch u later soon... I'll share more pics on FB. Chiow!

It's been a while...

It's quite sometime since the last time I dropped by to blog. Was it the time that tighten me? Nope! Then what? The laughing hours at my office. Recently, after Eta & Yatie & Shah became gang of mine in the office, I felt easier to be at the office. In addition to it, I have someone special whom inspires me to attend the full weekdays. Ha ha ha. Crazy boombastic! Am already on my long CNY holidays. Started from today, day 24th till day 3rd February! Marvellous eih?! I've been planning up few trips. Earlier today, I attended Farahiyah's wedding. She was so great beautiful! Gorgeous bebeh! Also, I was finally met some old long lost frens during primary school days. There was Effa with hubby and 4-months baby... Hajar & Udin with baby-to-born, Akak Lin (kot namenye..) with hubby and 8months baby girl... the single gengky gang... Has, Am, and Lat... were also there. The rest, we might clash the hours. Pahzai attended hour later, after I was already homed. Late evening, we were planning to go for kite playing at Kepong. However, due to the crazy hot weather... we cancelled the plan. The day was damn hot! Macam mana la nanti panas dekat padang Masyhar eik..? Nauzubillah....

Late almost midnite, we went to Bazaria Larut Malam or the popular name, Danau Kota Downtown. Another shopperholics' heaven. But this time, wasn't for myself. Sara was to buy some shirts while Makteh was buying some bangles for her so-called business. I accompanied Sara, looking for her attires. Gotchhh! I saw soooooooooooo many long dresses with reasonable prices. Am liked buying a piece or two... but since it's Sara's nite + I had spent to much recently + the money hasn;t tranferred into my account + Darling did asking me not to be so spendrift... so I just bought some other things... Still can't resist to buy!!! Gotchhhh! A new sandal... since pair of mine was stolen by the stupid neighbor!!!! A short brown cardigan, for my bought dresses.. and necklaces... which all cost me, RM40. Hahahahha still to much!

Tomorrow, I'll be departing to Kelantan. By Mahligai Express, which one-way ticket costs RM40. I pray for a safe long journey for all of us. It's gonna be Sere & Tinie's wedding ceremony in Bachok. Can't wait to see them being a newly married couple. Flashing back the school days... Both of them were my classmates in F2. I guess, they were already closed to each other since the school days... even till after schooling. Sere, as far as I know, he is a shy guy. Tinie, she's brilliant! Alhamdulillah, from good friends they upgraded the system to marriage. it's soooo lovely!
What in mind now is.. where are we going to stay after arrival?!! I've made reservation on 26th. But the checking in hour, si only after 2 o'clock. How?? How??? Silap percaturan. Were asking Gie on other suggestion.. otherwise, kenalah tebalkan muka call Apih Mede. I've contacted Fazrul earlier, this month. But he'll be on his way to KL on the our arrival day. Haiyaaa... what to say?!

Friends are getting married, one after another. Me? I am not so sure why. Quoting Atok Minah's last night; Tahun ni, tahun lembu. Bagus untuk kawin... I smiled. I have no calon laa... Atok. Atok kept on delivering her speech... :D Deep inside my heart was saying; I got one man in heart... but he needs to convert first. Yet, am not thinking that he will in this shortly.. unless Allah s.w.t changed his heart. Which.. that is what I am praying for everyday now. I think... I feel... I guess... I am already about half hearted on him. I remembered the day he hugged me with warmth heart... and I whispered to his ear; Darling, promise me.. U won't leave me... He faced me eye-to-eye. Sayang, I tak mungkin akan tinggalkan U. U pun tau berapa banyak I sayang U... Melainkan U yang akan tinggal I because U're marrying other guy.... Aku terkelu sekejap. His says went through my blood vain, inking my heart. Felt like crying..... U know what Darling... I've heard this for times. And believe me or not... they, the men whom said so, were all left me with no returns... I can't imagine losing U after listening to what U said. What more to say... am tighten myself into a killing relationship... liked walking trough the fire of bombing! Ha ha ha. Whatever!

Okaylah... I need to do some laundry before departing tonite. Otherwise, I may have to find the laundry when arriving there, which would be harder. I'll update more with the trip pics. Sooner or maybe later after the family days out in Kuantan, end of this month.

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Darling, I really miss U!

Happy Birthday Ayah!

It's Ayah's 62 birthday celebration. Everybody was homed. And, it's really everyone was gathered at home. From Abang Mas & Kak CT - also with the adopted Keledek, Kekek with Nana and the 2 kiddies, Isha & Danny, Me :)~, Ampa - whom got bolos from his office shift for abt an hour; meantly for lunch, Sara; who was on internship in Malaysia and not to forget Awez... who seldom at home eventho he stays home. Mama, sat besides Ayah. While our permanent additional members, Makteh & Akim were also there.

We cooked Ayah's fav food. Nasi Daging with Ayam Percik & Daging Goreng & Coleslaw. Nana bought a Chocolate Cake; written on it We Love AYAH. Ampa sponsored juiy drinks. Makteh served Bibik's pegedil and Bubur Cha-Cha (Atok's favorite bubur). We, the children also tong-tong some money to buy Ayah, a new mobile phone. It's Sony Ericson W610i in RED color. Ayah was happy. He enjoyed eating much. Till his sugar level increased to 8.3 mehh... We took some snaps of family photos. Free dressing, free styling. I will update it soon, once Sara mailed me the pics. It was all captured by her DSLR.

I am so happy that I have a very happy family. We are so much different. to each other We live, differently. We chose our own lifestyle. Yet, when we gathered, we GATHER as ONE. Everyone is for everybody. We laugh, we share stories, we hug and kiss, we shout happily. Oh I am so thankful to Allah swt for giving me the best family, ever.


How I am so thankful for His bless?! I wish that everyone in this world is having their peaceful life with most loveable family, each. This is in regards to the Palestinian... we do pray for you.

Mine is only 37%

Kusut! Serabut!
I hate myself for loving you.. bak kata Britney Spears punya lagu.
The more am avoiding you, the deeper am stuck with you.
Arine, honey aku tak datang. Pening kepala katanye. So aku put some efforts SMSing her. Tanya khabar. Glad to hear she's fine.
Tapi hati aku tetap tak best. Bukan sebab dia tak datang jadik tak best.. patutnye dia tak datangla aku happy, sebab aku bleh conquer.

I heard some not-so-good news from Steven while up to office.
Where's Tina?
Steven jeling Nick. Tulaa orang tu.. jahat! Semalam lagi sudah gadoh!
Aku telan air liur. Glups.... Uit? Anything happen? Diorang gadoh ke? Kenapa pulak boleh jadik macam tu?!
Nick passed by and we just smiled. He walked away to toilet... bisnes pagi.
Steven slowed down his mobile volume... membetulkan duduk and faced me.
Semalam, Nick janji Tina mau makan mee sama-sama pagi semalam. Tapi tatau apa jadik... dia sudah makan sama kita.
(.....dipendekkan cerita yang agak panjang tu...) Lepas tu dia salahkan I pulak... And he ended there.
Aku telan air liur lagi sekali. Laa Nick ne... semalam kita dah tanya kan... haiyaaa! Tak baik laa ini orang.
Aku pun jalan ke tempat aku dengan hati yang agak tak tenang.

Sepanjang pagi, aku naik menyampah plak tengok muka dia. Macam nak marah pun ada. tapi fikir-fikir balik, apahal plak aku nak marah dia. I should be mad at myself. Aku punya pasal la. Flashback phone conversation at 8.21a.m semalam...
U kat mana? I on the way office. We breakfast together?
Aku pun senang hati je jawab. I'll be at Ambank, as usual. Dengan Yati.
Tup-tup aku tengok Steven pun dah ada kat situ. Aku buat biasa jelah. Then Nick popped up and joined us. Aku rileks je. Tak rasa bersalah apa-apa. Sampailaah......

Sampailah aku tau cerita ni. Aku terasa sangat hangin dengan diri sendiri. Menyampah sebab aku amik attention yang patutnya milik orang lain. Sumpah aku tak terfikir pun semalam. Aku siap tanya lagi dia, mana GF u. Tapi... huwaaa mana aku nak tau diorang ada janji mehh~
Lunch arine, Bos blanje makan Pizza Hut. Sebab takde orang yang bersesuaian, Bos soh aku buat call. Tapi aku yang terlebih 'rajin' nak wat keje ne amek peluang untuk berjalan memanaskan diri. Walaopun hati aku panas, tapi mulut aku ringan je ajak Nick teman aku. Yelah, logically..takkan aku nak angkat berbondong-bondong tu sorang... Jenuh! Maka aku amek kesempatan tu untuk menyatakan ketidakpuasan hati aku kat dia. Aku jalan dengan diam. Bila dia tanya kenapa... aku cuma cakap... Marah!

U... I tak suka U buat macam ni kat Tina. U are so unfair. I benci la U macam ni. Dia tengok muka aku tak puas hati. What??
Aku pun tatau cemane nak cakap. U dah call dia belom? Dah tanya dia dah makan ke tak ke? Dia terus paling muka kat aku.
Sudah sayang. U tak payah risau. I FAIR.
And the conversation went on about my KESERABUTAN sementara menunggukan order yang lembab siap tu. Siap bleh soh aku tunggu extra 7mins... HANGUS! Ngok betol!!! Tapi aku akui, aku memang dah separa tangkap chentan ngan dia. Aku sanggup je buang marah aku. Eh tapi dolu-dolu pun ye jugak kan.... Cuma sekarang ne makin melarat, KOT.

Ira, kalau ada seratus %, berapa banyak U cinta I? Aku gelak. Apa punya soalan da...
Dia tengok aku serius. Hurms... tadi pagi ade laa lebey sket kot. Skrang tinggal 37%.
Lagi serius muka dia. Hah?? Ngan sore apek dia tu. Banyak tu je U cinta I???
Hey, okay apa. Aritu mula-mula less than 15% okay. Aku gelak je. Tak sanggup aku. Nak sangat tau.. kan dah. Then, U?
Dia senyum ngan riang ria. Gembira je nada dia jawab dengan berbangga... I cinta U lebih dari 80% sekarang. And mesti akan makin banyak nanti. I yakin! Aku tergelak lagi. What? Tipu la...
Tapi ada gak WOW kat dalam hati aku. Mendapakah lelaki ini sayang aku sebanyak ne sudah?!!!
I akan sabar. Kata dia lagi... dan disambung. I akan buat supaya U cinta I 100%.
Laju je aku mencelah. No! No! Never! U tak mungkin dapat melainkan U jadi husband I.
Then, marry me Ira! Gotch! Ko gila apa apek ensem??? Kepala otak U! U takmo masuk Islam, I takmo masuk Cina. So kita fair.
Dia tarik tangan aku. Haish,... tak kaver! Mesti bebudak piza tu pelik bin ajaib.
Habis, macam mana I nak buat lagi? Okay,,, brapa I boleh dapat? 80% ? I akan cuba sedaya upaya. I nak U jadi milik I sepenuhnya. I nak kita, selamanya. I tak kira.. I akan buat.
Aku terus langkah keluar dari piza lepas amek order. Dia follow cecepat, tapi ala-ala kewl la gitu.
Kenapa? U tak suka I sayang U lebih ke?

Cepat-cepat aku naik atas ofis. And left it blank as it is. Aku tau aku seksa hati dia. Tapi, biarkanlah. Aku lagi banyak terseksa. Eh bukan aku.. Tina. Dia lagi banyak terseksa batin.

Aku tatau cemane lagi nak cakap. Kalau apa dia cakap tu betul, aku rasa this relationship has gone too far. I find ways and means to settle this. Tapi kadang-kadang aku tak mampu............ bukan kekadang. Selalunya....

















Damn you Musfirah! Just imagine you're at her place...................

It happen as I wanted it to be...

Previous night...
I told Babe about what I feel about 'my' relationship. I said, I am suffered by forcing myself by not having him with me, most of the time. I asked for her opinion, what if I requested some of his time for me? She just smiled. All she answered was a simple sentence that wasn't really knocking me at that time, but on the other nite then. "U akan buat apa ikut yang u nak..." Do I? I don't really get her. So, I just let her say.

Last evening...
It's almost 5.30p.m. Time, home. I had quite big headache. Feel liked vomitting out everything in my tummy. Maybe... becoz I've skipped lunch. Plus, my brain thinked too much about past works. Am updating the Company's files for 2008. I've already walked to the train station when he rang me. He gave me a lift home. This is the second lift. Glups... but this time, it's different. He's already HALF mine. So, all we talked about was about US. About the no-future relationship. We had dinner at Secret Recipe where he had his favorite order, a glass of iced lemon tea with a slice of tiramitsu. I only had something to fill in my starving stomach. OMG! Now I got him, clearly infront of me. And I know, am already in deep feelings on him. Losing him would be the last thing in list. He kept me closer to him. We went for nowhere ride. Talking, and talking more about us. He is so in-loved with me, isn't he? I can feel his purity of touch. How much he care about me. To be frank, let me tell you here.

His GF was also got headache. And, he chose to accompany me. The moment he told me that he just called the GF, asking her to have her own meal alone that night, I felt... it was a WOW! Yet it was also a GOTCH! And it was also a.. OPSSS, AM SORRY DEAR. And I was just next to him, comfort by his tender, having dinner and was sent back home.

Am I so cruel? Now only realized what did Babe told me the other night before. Yes, I'll force the time to freeze if that is what I wanted it to be.. Same goes to him. I wanted his time for me. I refused by trying to bargain on his money, instead of having his time. But, my did doesn't really support my refusal. And... it happened as I wanted it to be.... previously. I got him. I returned him only after 8.30p.m. when I was only 5 minutes earlier to reach home before Babe. But something to confess....

I asked him to keep himself apart of me while in the office. I don't want the GF to get suspected. I wanted to correct the wrong did. I know it is difficult for him. Sometimes, to me too. But, things could not be different if we do not want to work it out, right?! So, we really have to. Am sorry sweetie. I also hinted him about MY marriage. I told him, someone is proposing me. But I put him in idle because I guess am not prepared enough for this serious things. I made him to make promises. Yes, I did. And today, he did it well. He even walked out to the IMI without even a buhbye for me. Hurting, but I'll get used to it soon. I hope this will long last. I even pray to Allah to guide me 'HOME'. I wish for this relationship to turn back to normal, soon.

Dear Darling, I've promised you that I won't forget you. We will be a very good friend, till we die. That is what we promised to each other. Am sorry, I can't help myself to put you off my mind. I must to. I have to. So, both of us will remain to what we believe. Both of us will pay our loyalty to our loved one. We will meet someday with our children holding our hands. Not OUR child. Yours, meeting mine. I promised you that. As long as you promised me, so. We'll share everything. I'll be your best shoulder to cry on. And same to you. And we both know, we'll be good, always.

Sharing is Suffering

Tulah... orang dah kata jangan bercinta ngan dia. Nak gak! Sekarang?
Sekarang... aku lah yang terseksa batin. Adeh.... bukanlah terlalu terseksa. Tapi ada waktunya aku terasa terseksa. Kelmarin, aku confess kat Yati. Ofismet aku. Bukan apa, sebab aku nak dia tego aku if happen liked... anything happen. Or kalau jadik perang apa-apa, derang ade reason bleh bungkus file angkut bawak balik rumah. That's quoting Yatie's first thinking....chets! Nauzubillah.... aku tataulah kenapa. Tapi aku cuak gak kenkadang. Pikir-pikir, sian ke GF dia sebab aku semak-semak. I janji Gurl! I will end this up as soon as I could... if only I could. Aku susah nak tolak cinta dia... kenapa? Aku rasa aku tau kenapa. I keep on thinking everyday why, and why. How and why can this possible happen in my life. And I got the answer. One of the big reason is... this love has developed as a silent feeling that finally burst out after months. Another reason, is because he popped up liked on time. When I feel liked I need someone to fulfill all this emptiness in my heart. Shutttt! Apekah aku ne?! Tapi dok refused pun tak guna... Ntah! Aku memang dah hooked up ngan dia. Cuma yang aku nak bagitau kat sini.....













How painful it is, when U are to SMS him good nite, yet YOU CAN'T!
How hurtful it is, when U feel liked hugging him everytime U see him, yet U CAN'T.
How suffering it is, when U wanna have him walking by ur side, yet HE CAN'T.
...when he promised to present U something, but U have to buy it on your own.. because HE CAN'T.
...when he wanted to warmth ur heart, but all he could do is staring at you and let you know, how much he loves U....
cause every single thing U or HIM wish to do... U BOTH CAN'T!!!


So my advice to everyone out there.... there is nothing sweeter than having your loved one, 100% yours.
When you get to share your HIM with someone else, no matter you're the first one, or the second one... I bet, you'll suffer!





The best part being the 1st one.... you got all his time and attention.
The only sweetest thing being the 2nd one... you got all his heart in almost a whole bunch.
What left when you're the 3rd, 4th... ?? You will be no one more than a mistress.
Whom'll be lucky in this story??
MEN!

Am thinking of being a bit naughty.... can I?
If I can't buy his time, could I make it this way....?
I'll request for the cost of his time? Ahaks..... shall that be better for me?
In fact... that's what most of the non-1st lovers had for this circle of love stories.

Luxury in life.


May I get it?
May I...? Please....... may I????????????????

Tapi orang kata, kalau dah dapat the so-called luxury in life, means you have to pay him 'that something'. Hurms... this is why I'll keep myself suffering! I will let no reason for him to have 'that'. It's RESRICTED & RESERVED for Hubby only. A well protected R&R centre. Hahahahha... dahlah. Kang Sara baca, dia tak caya plak aku still virgin. Haa tu Ampa pun baru bangun. Keja pagi tapi lambat bangun. Orang bercinta... jiwo sokmo! Tapi eloklah.... bukan Ampa je bercinta. Sara pun juge >:) Awez? Itu exceptional case... abnormal! Cuma yanga ku harap.. adik-adik aku bijak dari aku. Kalau tak bijak sangat pun, seek for advices. Bukan nak kata aku ne banyak sangat experiences in 'love stories'. In fact, most of my stories are labelled as FAILURE. And caused by those failure la... aku berhati-hati untuk berkongsi jiwa dengan insan bernama Sang Pecinta ini.



Pagi-pagi dah karut pasal cinta. Aku nak tulih blog ne semalam... tapi tuan laptop ne sebok menggodeh citer 'seseorang'. So aku terpaksa laa tedo bersama cerita-cerita aku... dan akhirnya bangun Sesubuh buta dan menaip di bloggie. Harapan aku, bloggie tak ngantok ngan citer aku. Sebab... Sara dah tumbang lepas baca buku. Ade ke pepagi baca buku? Saje carik alasan nak tedo lagik laa tu....dan aku pun macam nak on the way. Arine, kalau tak hujan... I will bring Sara to Sogo... buy her some new attire for her duty at Autokeen. Till then....













































Darling.... how could I whisper to you... how much do I miss you!

The 2009 has just arrived!

The 2009 has just arrived.
How fast the time goes by?
Am liked still remembering every single thing of 2007.

Oh... gonna miss 2008 very much.
Eventhough life was full of hurdles....
especially towards the end,
but am thanking Allah s.w.t. for giving me longer time..
to beg for His forgiveness...
to come back to His route...
and to prepare myself to 'meet' Him sooner or later.


Dotty asked me when we were out for movie last 31st Dec.
What's your resolution this 2009, Mus?
Am just smiled to her.
Many to be listed on. Shall I tell everything?
Ahh.. what we should pray is... we'll be happy all year through.

And,
all I wished for is for me to be a better human being for my better future.

Insya Allah.