my heart is blooming.
my lips are smiling.
he always be the one.
thanks for still whispering the 3 words to me, twice today.
me, too.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
.He will always listen.
Semalam aku ghi berbka puasa ngan bebudak d6a. gambar2 belom di-upload oleh mommies and pahzai. so will have to wait till... till i have no idea when. seronoknye. sejak kitorang keluar mmu, inilah 1st time kot berjaya kumpul beramai-ramai. oh maybe ada sekali ramai jugak masa lepak kt klcc, krismas 2008, celebrate bday nita. kali ni lain siket, ngan mommies & their hubbies. auch.
the attendances:
eyya & arai & arisya (eyya is a pvt school teacher)
eli & nazri & danish (eli is a master student)
pahzai & reza (pahzai is a designer in klsentral)
naza (a lecturer in unisel)
nita (another designer in group)
ieda (an insurance people)
eyra (a going-to-be-terminated admin)
the absences:
nina (famili reunion)
dena (far in melaka)
ara (night shift)
oooooo.... eventho it was only a very short meet up.... but it was so happenings. we breakfasting at manhattan fish market @ midvalley. it was delicious... eventho crazy expensive. but to serve the 10 of us, it is more than worth it, i believe! the plates are cleaned by themselves :p
ok. the point am writing and listing all the above.
i wan to get married. i want to find a husband that can fulfill my loneliness. am i so lonely? no la... actually, i want my own family. liked eli & eyya do have one. oooooo so sweet! even everyday, eta keeps on sharing stories about eman. ooooo i really want my own family.
eli told me, to say this 44x a week. insya Allah He'll listen to me. yes, of course He is listening. even the moment am writing this, He also heard me. only that, He want to fulfill my prayer or not. hurmss.... :( am so poor as a human. will He listen to me? eli topped up her says.... when i said that mama told me that i might be too demanding, also might be highly maintenance looking. so i scare people. then eli said... if in this case, don't forget to slot in the demanding + high maintenance things in my daily prayer.
yes. i have to pray harder.
and i really want to have a man and kids to fulfill my life. a perfect career. a great Muslim family. insya Allah.
the attendances:
eyya & arai & arisya (eyya is a pvt school teacher)
eli & nazri & danish (eli is a master student)
pahzai & reza (pahzai is a designer in klsentral)
naza (a lecturer in unisel)
nita (another designer in group)
ieda (an insurance people)
eyra (a going-to-be-terminated admin)
the absences:
nina (famili reunion)
dena (far in melaka)
ara (night shift)
oooooo.... eventho it was only a very short meet up.... but it was so happenings. we breakfasting at manhattan fish market @ midvalley. it was delicious... eventho crazy expensive. but to serve the 10 of us, it is more than worth it, i believe! the plates are cleaned by themselves :p
ok. the point am writing and listing all the above.
i wan to get married. i want to find a husband that can fulfill my loneliness. am i so lonely? no la... actually, i want my own family. liked eli & eyya do have one. oooooo so sweet! even everyday, eta keeps on sharing stories about eman. ooooo i really want my own family.
eli told me, to say this 44x a week. insya Allah He'll listen to me. yes, of course He is listening. even the moment am writing this, He also heard me. only that, He want to fulfill my prayer or not. hurmss.... :( am so poor as a human. will He listen to me? eli topped up her says.... when i said that mama told me that i might be too demanding, also might be highly maintenance looking. so i scare people. then eli said... if in this case, don't forget to slot in the demanding + high maintenance things in my daily prayer.
yes. i have to pray harder.
and i really want to have a man and kids to fulfill my life. a perfect career. a great Muslim family. insya Allah.
.today.
i haven't been writing for long. i wanted to, but i don't feel like i know what to say. my head is spinning liked spinning gasing, don;t know when to stop. what happened in this mean time really make my life sux. i realize, it is dugaan on ramadhan. but somehow, i feel liked am losing my track by days. sad huh?
what is it about actually?
in real, real actual... it is mostly about WORK. workplace and workmates. no, not really workmates. i have no problems with them. i only have big, big problem with my Boss. the one that i've been positively involved before. but recently, all i heard about isn't soothing my ears anymore. am the betrayer, am the lazy, am the irresponsible supervisor. SUPERVISOR? oh i never realize that i am. i only HEARD about it after my resignation. and now, after my come back, he's claiming me not carrying my duties. so sucker man! he made me hate him more, and more by day. until the moment i felt like blowing out... and his annoying shouts came into my ears when i was terribly hungry. just a little thing... yet he's the one whom pending the action! and there came the monday... he said it out FINALLY. y
es, i dont satisfy u sir. so what's the point i still work here? i can work for you and for the company till the very last day u want me to do so. if 18th it is, then the friday will be my last day.. if you want it to be earlier, 10th or 15th? can also do. am doing fine with it.
hurms... we don't have so much work now. that's why am thinking of terminating your services.
why don't you look into my eyes fucker????
it isn't a big deal for me. u decide when, am here to sign the letter.
and i walked off his smoky room.
omg! if only i tender my resignation, i won;t have to wait longer. but Mama asked me to wait till he fires me. so now... am more than firing myself already! but he can still pretend liked nothing?!
where's my letter sir? where??? are you so busy to prepare one? i can help you out if u need to.
i hate your egoism bos! just admit your wrong dids, ONCE.
and everyone can tolerate you.
what is it about actually?
in real, real actual... it is mostly about WORK. workplace and workmates. no, not really workmates. i have no problems with them. i only have big, big problem with my Boss. the one that i've been positively involved before. but recently, all i heard about isn't soothing my ears anymore. am the betrayer, am the lazy, am the irresponsible supervisor. SUPERVISOR? oh i never realize that i am. i only HEARD about it after my resignation. and now, after my come back, he's claiming me not carrying my duties. so sucker man! he made me hate him more, and more by day. until the moment i felt like blowing out... and his annoying shouts came into my ears when i was terribly hungry. just a little thing... yet he's the one whom pending the action! and there came the monday... he said it out FINALLY. y
es, i dont satisfy u sir. so what's the point i still work here? i can work for you and for the company till the very last day u want me to do so. if 18th it is, then the friday will be my last day.. if you want it to be earlier, 10th or 15th? can also do. am doing fine with it.
hurms... we don't have so much work now. that's why am thinking of terminating your services.
why don't you look into my eyes fucker????
it isn't a big deal for me. u decide when, am here to sign the letter.
and i walked off his smoky room.
omg! if only i tender my resignation, i won;t have to wait longer. but Mama asked me to wait till he fires me. so now... am more than firing myself already! but he can still pretend liked nothing?!
where's my letter sir? where??? are you so busy to prepare one? i can help you out if u need to.
i hate your egoism bos! just admit your wrong dids, ONCE.
and everyone can tolerate you.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
.m.o.r.p.h.z.
morphz.
the last time i heard about you was last year.
and now, the recent news i heard about u...
that u have passed away.
am sorry that i didn't make a point to ring u.
am sorry that i was late to say my last goodbye to u.
but, my prayer is always with u.
may ur soul be blessed forever.
Al-Fatihah.
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